烟花

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烟花
像是人生里缤纷的回忆，
应该是值得纪念的时候，
有人却不堪回首。
曾经觉得多少幸福的瞬间，
它却像是烟火的短暂奢侈，
计划的快乐只是永远的想象。
随风飘过来的烟幕，
也完美的遮掩了泪水。


烟火
可惜是太过华丽的享受，
错过了还要不能舍不得。

但却为什么夜里
还有人要留恋烟火？

后悔是没有做原本能做的事
祝国庆节快乐

Ahini vs Geo-gineers

Today we did a role-play like presentation for geotechnical engineering subject.

writing the script
micheal-client (MESSRS)

There were 5 of us, with 1 being the developer representing MESSRS Hills Development Sdn. Bhd (client from assignment questions); and 2 representing AHINI Earth Support Sdn. Bhd, and me and another member being representative for GEO-GINEERS Sdn Bhd.

Why AHINI? You figure out urself:p Geo-gineers should be pretty obvious, with geo stuff, and engineers. So the entire presentation we hope to run like what we did for construction technology subject, which is quite a success as we get the highest mark^^

The role play is smth like 2 companies go and present their solution to the client, and do a bit of debate, and finally to let the client to decide which to take. So during the process, we will "accidentally" told the audience the detail from our paper work. I'm tired of VERY formal presentation, but this one was quite fun, coz we did some stupid but funny thing. I think the best part was on the time when client(Micheal) announced the to company who get the contract. We (the companies representative) suddenly jump in joy and yeah, do smth stupid thing, which surprise the audience, and they had a laugh.

AHINI Earth Support Sdn Bhd:
Ir. Ooi & Sr. Cheah

GEO-GINEERS Sdn Bhd:
Ir. Lai & Sr. Foo.

see, our competitor looks so evil:p

concluding~

I would say that the presentation this time is not as good as last time, coz maybe we did not prepare earlier. But in overall, I'm satisfied with the members performance, and most importantly, we enjoyed it. Haha:)

The person next to me (left hand side) is Dr. Lee.
He's one of the best lecturer this sem!
Why? You ask the lecture group:)

Oh, this is photoshop-ed by chong yang(expert).
We actually laugh till our jaw nearly drop for this one:p
Why Arsenal? Coz our lecturer is Arsenal fans!
This one should be contributing to the creativity mark lo:p hehe!

Oh, actually I have quite a lot of activities to post.
But not in the mood of doing it.
Show you next time lo:)

那个那个雨又回来了

下午时候，太累了。放学回来还吃饱就睡。
很奇怪，因为很少睡午觉，尤其是在4点多的时候。
原本说5点就该醒了，怎知闹钟响了也不懂。

其实重点是我想说，我梦见你了！哈哈！
而且你睡在我身边，好像妈妈搂着孩子般呵护他睡觉。
而我就被你细心的哄着睡，结果都睡过头了。猪头！


记得去年今天（24日-今天没下雨），曾写过那么一篇雨季。
当时也忘了是在烦恼什么，好像是因为不能确定自己吧！
常常为了那些模糊的事情而烦恼，但却什么都做不到啦~

一年又过了。
东风也回来了。
带来同样的雨，
还期望一些改变，
原来还模糊不见。
还是一样的我，
今天没做什么，
明天可以做什么？
谁可以潇洒冷漠，
让爱徘徊雨涧，
走了又来……

快要大考了，
祝我顺利吧！
哈哈！加油！

Ludwig van Beethoven - Moonlight Sonata

Again, for those pure classic lovers, pls don't listen to this remix. haha:p

中学时喜欢的雪很会玩钢琴。有一次去她家听到她弹这月光曲，然后真的很陶醉。不过当然不是这乱乱的版本。其实很小时候我就听过这曲。虽然说小时候不懂欣赏古典乐，不过当时还蛮喜欢着月光曲的。如今还是。发现其实古典钢琴乐真的很有起伏，会有种莫名的感觉。



或许贝多芬在分享他的心情。很美丽却很伤感。





这首曲好像有三个部分的。这是第一部分。其实我还不是真的懂。

海边·夜晚·家

夜晚的海边。
对面就是被雾罩着
朦胧的沙巴岛~

善男信女-萧敬腾

词：陈镇川
曲：李伟菘

不远处有一片土 站了一棵枯的树
仔细看那树枝的弧度 像在哭
枯树前杂踏脚步 收集安心的孤独
为什么眼前荒芜 失天下有情人的归宿
那片山谷 入口处清楚刻着伤心人的墓
那片浓雾 隔绝了其实可以忘了爱的
别哭 那片乐土是不是至少能让眼泪都停住
祝福什么都不再记住 祝福下一次总会幸福
祝福爱情的信徒 那善男信女别太辛苦
枯树前杂踏脚步 刻着心碎的控诉
读完别人的感触 却又义无反顾的投入
那片山谷 入口处清楚刻着伤心人的墓
那片浓雾 隔绝了其实可以忘了爱的醒悟
别哭 那片乐土是不是至少能让眼泪都停住
祝福什么都不再记住 祝福下一次总会幸福
祝福爱情的信徒 那善男信女都别再继续受苦
谁的衣服 还穿着只为遮掩苍白的皮肤
谁的脚步 有几个真的可以远离爱远离糊涂
别哭 谁的信悟~啊~从此入土
祝福什么都不再记住 祝福很快会找到幸福
祝福爱情的信徒 那善男信女不再辛苦

流星

Image by edwardshepard via Flickr

今天的雅虎主页其中一篇文章是关于Perseid Meteor Shower。
就是流星雨啦！据说昨天和今天，大概在六点傍晚抬头就能看到(可惜在east asia，不是东南亚)……

忽然想起，流星虽然我是没看过，不过曾经有位朋友告诉我，她在我家乡看到了流星划过。就是说只要我回到家乡，只要我和流星有缘分，我就会有机会与它再见。

其实我很想看流星。它有种神秘感，而且很稀奇，因为只会出现在短暂的一刻，好像人生的哲理，错过了，就没了。

“繁星锁”-那是我用来形容星星的回忆的一个名词。
繁星，挂在天空上就像很多很多的回忆，每个都锁在最遥远的夜空，只要用心去触碰，再远也好像是昨天。

而流星，在哪个你我都没有顾虑的时候，是否能一起等待那稀奇的缘分？

等

夜越是越夜人越是越累
想等可越是等夜却黯然
其实只是自个空坐空等
没有想太多没有看不开
四处寂静
只是花会凋零人会憔悴
那原来是夜里的一盏灯
带着人往回忆里走
踏遍千里光年
可能寻回遗失的温暖
一阵冷风
只是没有比拥抱更好
原来是离别后的不舍
弄湿了衣角撕裂了心
一丝怀念
又在最甜蜜街角迷路
其实等曙光早已习惯
岂止是这夜
静静的闭上眼睛
天空才刚刚明朗

Kampar CS (Worked hard, but enjoyed)

Let's continue!

So, now instead of continuing with the house, we went to help the retaining wall. They need a lot of big stone!

That was tiring!

a way to show how tiring we are:p

If you were lazy, the punishment will be execution by burying you alive!:p

Mr. Fabio with the "dat dat dat dat" machine. That's what he said:p Need to redo the column part near the door coz it was not perfectly horizontal aligned to the door! A lot of work there..

A way to reduce the construction waste is to use them up.
The stones/bricks that failed were transported to the cage as wall's weight.

To fill the cage for the retaining wall took a lot of time.

Joseph with a very proud pose as engineer. :p
Engineer's pride.

Last step, tying the cage so that the wall act as rigid part.



Side view and...





...the "butt"view.

Mr Fabio came to check the progress.
He was very satisfy with the retaining wall as it was man-powered instead of machine.
Actually building a retaining wall is not an easy task.

Our retaining wall. So handsome!

And back to the house.

It was going to rain soon.

He was praying for the rain to come, so we can have reasonable excuse to rest:p

This is the toilet part. SO SMALL!
but compared to other houses...

see? The house we building is made from concrete blocks.
Other houses were papan nia.
This one must be ketua kampung's house, or someone with great wealth in the kampung!

Yeah, taking photo with all the hard workers!
The end of hard construction day!

Later on we had dinner at Kampar "nga bou" chicken rice.
Most of us had fully sweated our jeans(should not wear jeans for construction==)
so we changed to short pants.

wink wink**

Okay, FYI, that day was 9 of July.
Mooi sen, Fei, Yean and me took the last train to back KL.
The rest on cars.
So, I had a unforgetable BIRTHDAY night in train. Sob:p

Mozart learns to Trance

To the pure classic lovers, pls dun get mad for this remix. Haha:p

复杂的心情

南风吹！一岁了！:)

感叹时间的流逝，但却无能为力。


不过首先还是先恭贺我吧！
《那些闯荡过的日子》一岁了！
记得去年-8月8号2008年建立起来的。熟悉了吧？是奥运会开幕那天啦！


本人从前就有在白纸上写写感想-我都称它们为心情写，因为多数时候，那些都会是我内心世界里，别人看不到的东西。从前我都写那些不开心的事情，想说，既然没有人能陪我从心底分享感觉，那么我就写给自己看，或许多年以后，我会对自己当时有新的看法。


说真的，这些都是真的。因为部份心情写我都有存起来，在重读时，会有种怀念的感觉。年轻，就是年轻。对于好多事情，我好像都看到了很多角度。以前没注意到的，为什么现在才看到？


记得，17岁那年，也就是form5的时候，我身边左右坐着两位美女（享受艳福）:p。其实小学就认识了，不过就没什么参与他们，因为我本身是很内向的人。那么久了，他们俩改变了我对一些事态的看法。从前我好像是活动的天气报告，因为他们总是能从我脸上猜到我当时的心情。不开心时候，我会不经意的摆出臭脸，我会避开人群，我会孤僻我自己。所以才有心情写。那么这两个冬瓜呢，有一次看到了我那个心情写，所以才更了解我想什么，从而鼓励我多写些，还要我放在书包里，而他们会在我没发现的时候“偷偷”拿出来看。这么一来我便不会尴尬了。哈哈！有点无厘头。


其实第一篇写的心情写，我还记得是写什么。
16岁那年我有个很喜欢的女孩子。关系很暧昧，双方都曾经表白过，但执著于学业，没有发展成男女朋友关系。因为暧昧时很多事情都有个限制。我不敢直接告诉她，别的男生跟她很要好我会吃醋。然而这种关系拖拖拉拉直到17岁年头开学，我什么都没交待，直接就减少和她来往。因为我怕。第一个心情写是为她而写，记得约她到图书馆，而她没来，结果就一个人在图书馆，静静的就写下了寂寞的感觉。她是第一个让我体会到真的心如刀割的感觉。一直以来我还以为只是一个成语，原来那是最贴切的形容词。


只是到了最后，我很后悔没有把话说清楚，我以为只有我会痛，但我错了。
我对她好，我们当作什么事情都没发生过，但，就是过去了。我很庆幸是，我们依然是好朋友，虽然几年没见，但肯定见面时不会尴尬了。哈哈！


后来，离开了家园。始终我们都会为了更美好的前程而到异乡奔跑。
也因为没能让那两个好朋友“偷偷”看我的心情写，所以我有了部落格，但不是这个，哈哈！


你知道人会随着岁月而改变吗？我不只说外表，而是内心的世界。只可惜三年前我却没能找到自己，我还是那么的无知，那么的幼稚，一直活在自己的世界，一直以我为中心点。我以为这样，别人就伤害不了我，同时我不管别人时，也伤害不了别人。
但是同样的事情又在上演。我应该是那种因为喜欢一个人而变得执著的人；为了她好，我愿意牺牲点。我以为只要付出，就能守得住人。但因为我始终还是以我为中心点，我开始怀疑我的付出是不值得的。最后，我选择放弃感觉，我抛弃了自己的心。然而到最后才发现，我很幼稚。


因为会被刀割的心不只是一个，会流血的人不会只是我。……对不起
而付出，那是一种心甘情愿的事情，没能说没有回报所以不服。更何况我应该是那个让你有依靠的人，而不是伤害你的人。从来也没想这样的结局。


最深刻的爱情绕过了我，仿佛是夜里没有灯塔指路的一艘船，仿佛是沙漠里的一场雨。没能开花结果。我真的以为就这样失去了，还好我们还能有联系。


你知道我开始学会看开了吗？
知道为什么我会认为我会随着风荡漾吗？因为风会吹到很多地方，而我的人生好像是那阵风，只能随着它飘，所有事情会顺其自然的来，然后顺其自然的离开。


那这一个部落格，我是写给自己看，也是给关心我的朋友们。
这也是我和你的联系。至少我认为你会用心读时，我也会很用心写。:)

比较起以前写的东西，感觉我变了。哈哈！希望是好的。

我只是偶尔会很没有方向。
如果你发现我的执著，那是我内心里的痛。

小小蛋糕，就做一周年纪念蛋糕了！

没办法，一年一度，这篇长文就当作是总结吧:)

Kampar CS (Engineers or labors?)

3 cars for our number of ppl.

We were working for HABITAT. Mr Fabio (if not mistaken) wanted us to wear the helmet all the time for safety purpose.











Yellow for the normal rank builders, while white for a higher rank ppl, usually architect or engineers.

Mr Fabio was a carpenter until he left his hometown to get involved in HABITAT.
He started to work here just few months ago.

These are concrete blocks. It's hollow as they need reduce the weight that will impose on soil. The soil is quite soft FYI, and it's besides a river. So the bearing capacity of the soil might not be that good with water in the soil.













Oh ya. Before I get started, let me tell you what project we were doing.
We were assigned 2 tasks,

1. Build a retaining wall
2. Build a house (b4 that already 50% done)
   

Outside, not far from the parked car, is the site for the retaining wall.
RETAINING WALL - is a wall that used to hold the sand from moving.

This was retaining wall previously done by other group, which as u can see,
not good enough. Showing signs of failure.

A short walk from the retaining wall site is the house construction site.

THIS IS THE HOUSE!
*Noticed that the wall were not even on the same level with the window frame.

So we started off by wearing helmet and gloves. Everyone looked excited.

6 persons helping with the house, while the rest went for the retaining wall.
I was on the house site.
SO following pictures I not so sure what's happening. hehe:p

Seng Chee was like =.="

"what are they doing ah?!"

AND THE BEST PHOTO TODAY!
It's no fake. The expression is real! heheh:p
He tersangkut with the cage i think.

The retaining wall is actually made of a steel cage, buried to an extent of ground, with stones as the weightier. Means that to build a retaining wall, a steel cage filled with stones must be buried to the wanted site. They started by shaping the steel cage 1st, then digging the ground, and finally place the steel cage to the ground before filling it with stones.

They were crouching at the hole they dug, which this act was seen by Mr. Fabio accidentally when he was back from house construction site to guide them. Must be very very embarrassing:p

This is the path way to the house construction site. Nice rite?
It's a bridge. Down there is a clear river.
You can see "african see"(fei zhau yu)

That's me, filling the hollow blocks with mortar.

The roof trusses.

We had a break on 12++.
Went for the famous Curry chicken bread,
which the bread contained curry chicken inside.
Yes, it's inside, you can only see the chicken after u cut the bread off.
Special huh?

To be cont.
2am d lo..sleep time.haha:p